Talking To Myself.

In few days. My first paper for this degree. Its such a tense to me as i felt so stress. Well, its just like before. Every time on my exams, this happens. But this time it is a bit different. For the first time, i feel like giving up. Plus, with so many things in my head right now. It is really killing me from inside. Its like having 10 people in your head and everyone keeps telling you different opinion. Sometimes i wish someone would care enough to ask and make me calm. But for sure, there is no one. Everyone just keep disappear when i need them. So, what should i do? The thing is, i just realize that i didn't really have a good friend right now. Its just me now. Fadzli, you should be someone who you used to be. The old one. And its okay to be forgotten. And you will read this again one day. That time, everything will be fine. So, gain your strength, be strong and face everything. And will be here with you forever.  ~fadzli~

2.22pm, 14 march 2013, Shah Alam.         Here i just want to say. kisah yg lalu biarlah berlalu. ia suatu perkara yg wajib berlaku. that  is berlalu. after a long time, ive decided ak maafkan segalanya dan aku minta maaf atas segalanya. the past is just the past. now we have to look to the future. terlalu memandang ke masa lalu membuat semua jd lemah. terikat pada janji yg xkn tertunai. semua itu normal. pada aku mereka kau dia. walau sesiapa pun. dunia aku ada pada future. aku letak semua pda itu. aku dh selangkah ke hadapan. by time aku akn buktikan semua itu jadikan aku org baru. dan aku dah korbankan beberapa perkara utk masa depan tu. dan aku dah berhenti membenci.berhenti mengenang. skrg ak u lupakn semuanya. aku mintak maaf dan aku dah maafkan.